A day a work

So basically my work day consists of me goofing off and sitting around a reading after 6 pm. I do a few things here and there til about 5:30 with our Fedex Driver picks up the packages, then NO ONE in the entire city of New Braunfels even glances at the store. It's kind of amusing. Timmy and I got into a fight tonight, not even a fight really I'd call it a tiff, I was joking with him but then he accused me of getting pissy BY getting pissy. I swear we argue over the stupidest things sometimes.. but I do love him to death. So I wrote up my resume today, I'm thinking of applying for a new job, maybe best buy or another retail store like that, closer to home. I'm getting really sick and tired of the drive up to New braunfels. Plus I'm scaring myself, I think I'm so bored with that long drive all by myself I'm either falling asleep or zoning out but I have to catch myself because I feel like I've dozed off.. then I roll the windows down and wake myself up. Anywho, there is a Best Buy five minutes from my house and I'm thinking I'm gonna try it out there.. if not oh well I still have my job now. I take my accuplacer tomorrow, I'm nervous. I'm also slightly afraid I'll just back out and say I'll do it some other time.. Sometimes I'm so afraid of commiting to things like that it amazes me that marriage doesnt phase me. O.o who knows. But back to being nervous, I think the last week or two i've been so stressed I've been getting a bit depressed, this morning I just felt horrible, I didnt want to smile I didnt want to do JACK! and normally; Mind you I'm FAR from peppy in the morning; but I didnt want anything to do with anyone. I guess it worries me a bit but by midafternoon I mellow out and roll on with my day.. you know its funny I've reallized MOST of the time that me and Timmy argue its because its over us not seeing eachother, like tonight it was because he didnt want to drive out to see me ther other day at work, it did hurt though. He got my hopes up saying he was going to and I called him to see where he was to find out he's having lunch with my cousin.. just kinda stabbed ya know. But I love him and I understand it is a bit of a drive I just wish he had the same kinda of thinking I do, I wish he loved me enough to drive that far just to see me... I would. well I'm off to check my facebook farm, it's so darn addicting.. Ü